I'm not sure of what's ahead but I do get myself ready for what's ahead. Few days after I got my result, I started to get confused on what should I do next. I have a tiny problem with myself which I have been suffering this since I was little. I can't decide on my own! I always depend on my parents and siblings. Plus, I wouldn't know if I will choose the right path :(
Big brother is a future surgeon. Big sister is a future lawyer. Baby sister is a future accountant. Me? I DON'T KNOW! Always wanted to be a doctor but I'm not as good as my big brother. Thinking of doing law but nayy I don't want to compete with my big sister. I know she won't like it if I decide to do law.
What about TESSEL? I have a good result in English, got an A+! Nayy, don't want to. Why? Orang yang tak dapat English A+ pun boleh lepas buat TESSEL -.- Bodoh gila! I struggled alot to get an A+ tapi orang lain yang dapat B, C and so on boleh buat TESSEL juga. So, I officially REJECT TESSEL from my list.
MASCOM? Half of my family involved in this industry. Sememangnya aku layak, TERLEBIH LAYAK buat MASCOM tapi because of other SPM leaver who didn't get an A for English and BM pun boleh lepas buat MASCOM so dengan rela hatinya I cut MASCOM from my list. Sigh!
LAW LAW LAW? Like I said, I don't want to compete with my big sister. She has been such a great sister so I won't do anything that will make her hate me for the rest of her life. Yes, my mom agreed if I choose law but no mom, me too want to be a good sister :) ByeBye Law xx
p/s: I stick to my decision :) x
